The viewing yesterday. It was too painful, I kept turning around to look at you. hoping you'll wake up. but you didn't. You're gone, You're actually gone. Never thought you'd leave this early.
It's so difficult to go through the day knowing that you aren't here, there seriously hasn't been a minute where I don't think about you.
The funeral.
I can't believe that today was the last day seeing you.
I kept in my tears until now, 2:00am, because I knew that if I cried there, I wouldn't stop. It was too painful to watch the burial.
It's difficult typing this post.
I can't stop crying.
I can't help but reminisce bout junior year, at steven's house. Where all we did was talked and watched movies together for hours.
Do you also remember when we went to the theater show together, I couldn't thank you enough for being my date and paying for me, I'm really glad you liked it a lot.
Hopefully, we'll be able to talk again some day, maybe you'll pop up in my dream again and talk to me.
I really miss you. You were a really really close best guy friend. I will forever love and think about you my dear.
I promise I'll visit you often. Rest In Peace Kevin