12/4/93 - 11/11/13
The viewing yesterday. It was too painful, I kept turning around to look at you. hoping you'll wake up. but you didn't. You're gone, You're actually gone. Never thought you'd leave this early.
It's so difficult to go through the day knowing that you aren't here, there seriously hasn't been a minute where I don't think about you.
The funeral.
I can't believe that today was the last day seeing you.
I kept in my tears until now, 2:00am, because I knew that if I cried there, I wouldn't stop. It was too painful to watch the burial.
It's difficult typing this post.
I can't stop crying.
I can't help but reminisce bout junior year, at steven's house. Where all we did was talked and watched movies together for hours.
Do you also remember when we went to the theater show together, I couldn't thank you enough for being my date and paying for me, I'm really glad you liked it a lot.
Hopefully, we'll be able to talk again some day, maybe you'll pop up in my dream again and talk to me.
I really miss you. You were a really really close best guy friend. I will forever love and think about you my dear.
I promise I'll visit you often. Rest In Peace Kevin
It's so difficult to go through the day knowing that you aren't here, there seriously hasn't been a minute where I don't think about you.
The funeral.
I can't believe that today was the last day seeing you.
I kept in my tears until now, 2:00am, because I knew that if I cried there, I wouldn't stop. It was too painful to watch the burial.
It's difficult typing this post.
I can't stop crying.
I can't help but reminisce bout junior year, at steven's house. Where all we did was talked and watched movies together for hours.
Do you also remember when we went to the theater show together, I couldn't thank you enough for being my date and paying for me, I'm really glad you liked it a lot.
Hopefully, we'll be able to talk again some day, maybe you'll pop up in my dream again and talk to me.
I really miss you. You were a really really close best guy friend. I will forever love and think about you my dear.
I promise I'll visit you often. Rest In Peace Kevin
XIXIXIII.
Kevin, I miss you, I don’t know if I can go another day knowing that you’re gone. You were one of my support system, and I didn’t cherish that enough when I should’ve. I miss you buddy. I’m sorry about our on and off friendship, You know I was there for you whenever you needed someone to talk to though. This is seriously too surreal. You left too early. You know I cared for you even when I sent back simple messages, I’m sorry I did that, the talks about life, positives and negatives, and I was amazed at how much you trusted me to tell me bout your problems. I’m glad I was able to share those memories with you, I just wish you were here so we could just chat like the good old days, I knew you liked me. Thats why I acted the way I acted. I’m sorry for that, I’m glad that you asked for closure? or to clear things up a while ago. That took guts, but I’m pretty sure you were drunk ahhaa, but still everything you said meant a lot to me, Although I didn’t felt the same way for you, I really did love and cared for you a lot, I considered you really close, I really did. I’ll make you proud Kevin. You believed in me, I’ll try my best to go far, I’ll give myself more credits from now on. I promise. Wherever I go, you’ll always be in my heart, you are my guardian angel. I miss you dearly. Please come back. I just want a hug from you and for you to tell me that everything’s going to be alright. I’ll be more positive from now on or well, I’ll try to be, just for you.
Rest In Peace. Kevin.
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